Thursday, July 16, 2015
Setting the Story Straight........
I have received a couple of comments that I have decided not to post - I hope the commenters will forgive me. But honestly I don't want to upset W more than I have already........right or wrong ... W is still the man who filled my life with joy and laughter and love for 15 years.
And as Reaperscreature said on "Maybe" you really only do have my version as to what has gone on here..words coming from pain and hurt....SO.. it really isn't fair to judge W based on that. In his defense he has been by my side through the good times and pretty awful beastly times - the medical tests, the surgeries, the pain, the fear...he held my hand and my heart.
Since the "Maybe" blog - W has given me back the money he promised and has moved to the other bedroom. I went looking for apartments (again) and yes I did find one - a very nice one - in a residential area - all clean and sparkly - BUT - I am not ready to give up on THIS relationship - roommates and friends - without giving it a damn good try!!
I am hoping that we can find our way to roommates and friends. To finding the laughter and the joy together again. You know the very first thing I really liked about W was how he could make me laugh!!
OH we will never be Dom/sub again - never be lovers again - but being friends is a good place. and I would like to see if we can get there again.
And there you have it.. an update....