Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Time Flies


It has been 3 months since my last cancer screening.  Time flies ........ 

But tomorrow I have to go in to the hospital - again- have tubes shoved in my body (without freezing I might add) - lie there while they scope out my bladder .. taking pictures .. holding my breath for the verdict.

I keep hoping it will get easier .............

It doesn't.

I am scared

And I hate being scared 

And there is nothing anyone can do to help me

And that sucks 

1 comment:

Ana said...

Good luck today, morningstar. We can hold virtual hands across the ocean - I have the hospital today too. In my experience, it does get easier but not easy. The more good news I have had with the check-ups the easier it is but it will never be an easy thing to submit to.

Hugs to you