Last week I went to the doctor's. I was thinking that it would involve a quick look at my pink private bits. The nurse looked at me and asked if I was shaved - Brazilian - trimmed - au natural. I was taken back. I have never ever in my entire life been asked that question.
If I had been on the ball I would have / should have asked her why it mattered - but I was struck dumb so only mumbled - au natural.
It has been a long long time since I have been "au natural". I used to shave for me - then W insisted on it - then W took over doing it. (and I wasn't allowed to touch it - which meant it could go weeks without being shaved)
For over a year (I guess) W hasn't been all that interested in whether I was shaved or not. When I moved up here in July I asked him to shave me. But since then nothing. and as W didn't seem to care I lost interest too.
The nurse asking me that question last week brought the whole thing to the forefront. So I asked W again to shave me (it had gotten so long it would have taken me forever to do it myself in the shower - and W uses this neat electric trimmer ) I promised him I would keep it up from now on......... doing it every time I am in the shower to avoid this long tangled mess. (TMI???)
Friday afternoon W told me to get everything ready and he set about shaving me. As I laid there I remembered the early years when he shaved me and how he would make me blush - how playful he would be - teasing and tormenting me.............. but it has become a task to get done now. And so it was done.
At first I wondered why I bothered if W didn't notice/care/play with it anymore. But then every time I moved my jewelry would move!! For some reason it doesn't move (or move as noticeably when I am not shaved). WOW I had forgotten how good that felt!! Then there was the general nakedness and how it felt against my panties or clothes. It feels sexy to be shaved........... and I love it!!
There isn't a whole lot of play in that region anymore - and feeling sexy / aroused may just be more torment than I need or want. BUT for now I am enjoying the nakedness of it all.
I still wonder though - why the nurse asked about the state of my pink private bits...............