Friday, April 26, 2013
It is extremely weird - this feeling I have.
I have spent the better part of this week wiping out my "identity". I have cancelled my electricity -- i have cancelled my phone - i have cancelled my hot water -- i have cancelled my home security - i have cancelled cable - Slowly my life is disappearing.
I have been rooting through drawers and files and destroying everything that I no longer need.
In four weeks - technically - I will be homeless.
And though the brain knows I am moving to W's and will have my identity linked to his...my heart still feels as though I am slowly disappearing..............
It is a very weird feeling
This weekend really was the worst of times....... Saturday Sir Steve and I had plans - shopping then lunch out and a movie..........
I've been celebrating my submissiveness for over 25 years. For most of those years the image I had in my head looked pretty much ...