Monday, February 18, 2013

A little reminder........

On Friday night W asked me if I wanted to get my ass "whooped".  I hesitated.  We haven't played in months.  I have been so wrapped up in this "thing" that is growing in my belly - that I kinda put life on hold.  So playing hasn't been very high up on my list of priorities.  

A few weeks ago I went back and read the blog entries from 5 years ago - when I had this "thing" first rear it's ugly head.  I am not sure what I was looking for ....... certainly not memories....... yet what I read there was important.  I wrote more than once how W tried to keep my life as normal as possible - W tried very hard to keep me distracted from the doom and gloom that seems to settle over me when life deals me a crappy hand.

So Friday night I hummed and hawed and offered a piss poor excuse "there aren't any toys here" to which he replied "I brought the new toy".  (In January - up in Kingston - we had some of our new kinky friends over for a get together - and one of the guests brought W a new flogger).  

A new toy - one never used - never experienced - intrigued me.  oh hell why not !!!  

So the new toy was found - I stripped and knelt over the ottoman - and W started to whoop my ass.  I won't lie and say it was a great session........ W was out of shape (he posted here about it - and yeah I have lectured him about that!!) But it was exactly what I needed at that exact moment in time.  A little bit of normalcy - in a world that has been spinning out of control.  

A little reminder that life can be good and fun no matter what else is going on............ 

 

3 comments:

dancingbarez said...

Getting back to something normal always feels good even if it takes a while just to get back into the swing of things.

Glad to here you are looking on the bright side.

Ordalie said...

Dear Morningstar, I do feel you're lucky to have Warren!
Who ever asked about what I hoped for? Who ever wanted to know what I wished as a sub (cause he knew nothing about that and didn't want to know), how I felt when I had major psychological or health problems?
When reading what Warren did for you brings home what my own husband never did for me, so I'm awfully glad you have him!

morningstar said...

@ordalie - me too very much so!!