Thursday, April 19, 2012

Just thoughts






I was driving home from work for lunch yesterday and I had this snippet of a thought... 

Once upon a time when I was collared to W... he would assign tasks for me from time to time....... I always looked forward to finding a "task" email when I got home from work.  

On Tuesday night W was out at the train club.  At first I wondered why I hadn't heard from him after dinner.. then I realized it was Tuesday.  

That's what popped into my mind yesterday at lunch - how - in the past - I probably would have had a "task" email on Tuesday ....those little task emails made me feel special - made me feel as though W had his hand wrapped in my hair - keeping my focus on him.  

I realize what a pain it must have been for him to keep finding tasks for me to do... what an added pressure it was for him.  

But I have to admit - when I think about those emails - I feel a twinge deep inside - much like the twinges I would have when I would double click on the email - and as it opened I would speculate what the task was............ 

3 comments:

Aeon's Angel said...

Oh morningstar yo have inspired me so much today.

Thank you for your wonderful writing and for being the source of my antipation.

I linked to you on my blog this morning. I do hope that is ok.

Anonymous said...

Interesting realization... how does a Dom keep everything new and exciting as well as be in charge of 'everything' from a sub's well being to real world work and pressures?

Joyce

Sqoodd said...

@joyce: "how does a Dom keep everything new and exciting as well as be in charge of 'everything' from a sub's well being to real world work and pressures?"
With practice, patience, and a natural will to dictate to others. For some of Us, it comes naturally.

Sqoodd