Friday, March 30, 2012
First thing I must do this morning is thank everyone who has taken time to comment on my blog these last couple of days. You have no idea how much your words have touched me - given me food for thought ............. and yes even brought up a couple more questions.... (but then as W says I always have a couple more questions!!)
I think the best advise was to take it slow - let things develop and evolve and twist and change.......... until the fit is right for US. I realized so much of what we have tried to create - tried to do - has been influenced by people around us - or things we read on the net - or fantasy. I am thinking the best way to start anything new is to find out what works best for US.
Now the last question........ (for now)
if you have no money of your own - no bank account - how do you buy presents for your Master???? I want to buy presents - little surprises - without him paying for them - or having to ask permission - I want to be able to SURPRISE him every once in a while - that is a HUGE part of who I am.........so how does one do that??????? See using his money doesn't work for me....... cause then He is paying for His own gift...... nope doesn't work for me at all.......
I honestly think the rest of the issues we can sort out ......... especially after I retire - a lot of my needs now are a result of working 7 - 10 hours a day ......... I think that once there is no work - no work schedule - no work stress - my entire outlook will change drastically.........
Again I want to thank you amazing people for "talking to me" ....... "sharing with me" .. showing me that even the impossible can be possible in the right circumstances....with the right amount of compromise .. dialogue... and love.